Hey, today is 5 Seconds Of Summer's 6th anniversary!
And I have a lot of nice things I want to say about them...
Recently, they save my life again...and again. And I believe, they'll continue to save me from time to time.
So yeah, my previous entry, as you can tell, I wanted to reach out. But then again, you see, no one wanted to lend their hands...guess what I feel ? Nahh, I'm not sad...
I just feel almost nothing.
So yeah...I've decided that, I want to settle down by myself...live alone and die alone.
I want to be reborn.
To be reborn, I have to die first...
After listening to 5SOS's second album, listen to all the songs one by one with hope to help me feel again...
That moment, I started to feel something again...
The songs...especially Carry On/Outer Space and Invisible and Fly Away...
Those songs made me think that, instead of killing myself and die and then go to hell...
I can be reborn, in certain ways...
Here, I would like to give all the credits to a band from Australia called 5 Seconds Of Summer for giving me such a hope that I thought I no longer have...
The hope of to keep living in this cruel world...
To stay alive even when it all go to shit...
Thanks Luke Hemmings,
Thanks Calum Hood,
Thanks Michael Clifford,
Thanks Ashton Irwin.
Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.
Thanks for being alive in the same era as I do, thanks for creating songs that can save my life...
Thank you for everything.
I know, I'm late to be their fan, I started to focus and take them seriously just few months ago...but I never felt this way before...
The hope a band can give to save my life...
The hope that no one else want to share with me...
I love you guys, I love you guys so so much....
For I already lost my purpose in living, and when it's all about to end...I realize that I still have to meet you guys...so yeah, I'll make sure one day, I'll meet you guys...
That sums it up now...
Yeah, now I have new dream...why I have to complete my study and stay on track again...I know now...I found back the reasons why I started, and not just that, now, I have new reason to shine brighter...
To not give up again, to wake up and try again when I fall hard...
Thank you.
:-)
p/s : I celebrated today by eating cake and Domino's pizza by myself. I'm gonna listen to their songs again and again nonstop for today.
I really hope they will drop their third album soon.
Really can't wait for that...to listen to my new favorite songs :-)
