I couldn't believe it myself, that the day I was longing for, for three years finally came...
Or should I say more than 3 years ?
Cause I know, deep down, I know it's more than that.
Today, I had to do the presentation for a simulation of an offshore structure, it's a group project, and not gonna lie, my teammates did all the simulation
and I just had to do the power point and the report.
It's not like I didn't want to do the simulation, I tried to, but you know, I failed, and when I tried to give my hands, they said,
"It's okay, we know you want to help, we know what you did, it's okay"
and yeah BOOM
I'm glad that I have them as my teammates, very very grateful for them.
but,
there's this one guy (we worked in a group of four people),
he did nothing at all, not even trying to help, or even said anything when the three of us busy discussing the problems and blablablabla...
He only participated when Si said,
"Hey, still alive?"
Hahahaha...and then he replied, "yup, right here, sorry for the silence"
and that's all.
I mean, are you kidding me ? And then you think you deserve the equal marks ?
You wish...
And guess what, because he came late just now, the three of us felt pissed, I mean like how dare him...
and yeah, well, we could complete the work with just us three, no need for him anymore, I mean, for months, he did nothing, so...
Hmm and glad that this time, the lecturer knew it and asked us, "What's his role in this project?"
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
I'm not trying to be mean, when I said, I waited for something like this for more than three years, it's because he always in the same group as me, for all those three years,
it's not like I chose him, no...
and just this time, this time only, I let the lecturer knew he did nothing.
Yes, you can be the sleeping member as much as you want, cause of what ? Everybody else doesn't want to make it big, cause of what ? We're classmates, blablablablabla petty things blablablabla, Malaysians are too nice and didn't want to cause a scene,
but this time...hahahahahahahahahaha
Glad that this time, I was in the same group with two other exchanged students, they're from Canada, they're super super nice, and that guy thought he could use them I guess
hahahahahahahaha
I said I waited for something like this because usually, when I said he did nothing and it's unfair, everybody else just ignored me, they never really like, on my side,
it's not like I want to be petty, I just want him to do his part, it's too much to ask ?
but yeah well, this time, the guys from Canada agreed with me, and they said,
"We spent so many hours doing the simulation, and we don't think it's fair for us and for you"
and when I said, "I'm really sorry, I couldn't help that much, did nothing for the simulation"
they said, "You did so much already, you came up with the first idea, you kept your eyes on the progress, don't worry, we appreciate what you did, we know what you did"
When I heard those words, I felt like crying, this is the first time people said something like that to me, first time I felt like people really appreciate what I did,
and yeah, two good-looking men, said something like that, while looking straight into my eyes, ahhh
pfff...
and today, today was the first time I talked a lot to them, asked them about their life and all that, and talked a lot about things that aren't related to the study
hahaha, it ain't too much for me to say that, this is the first time I felt like, I have classmates...
pfff...
and then they said, "We like it here, we feel like we want to stay here a little bit longer, but you know, we have to go back"
I wish nothing but the best for them, thank you, thank you for being so nice to me. Look like nothing, but to me, this is big. I want to remember it. I want to cherish it.
That's why I'm writing it here.
:-)
