Kwon Jae Hee

I’m not here to promote any series or drama. Well, it may turn out like that, but what I wanna highlight here is I don’t like the drama as I don’t like the ending and the story because it isn’t that strong because the main character ability is not perfectly used like the one in My Love From The Star ( my favourite drama!!! )

Mind me.

Hmm…still, I have something I like about this drama that kept me watching it until the end.

Kwon Jae Hee.

I like that character a lot. For me, he’s the perfect character I’ve ever seen lately in the drama after Do Min Joon. Huhu. The fact that he’s not an alien but human makes me like him this much. =D Let me introduce him.

This character was potrayed by Nam Goong Min, an actor that I knew before because I watched We Got Married. Hmm…so, Jae Hee was a chef, and often he’s called as Chef Kwon. He has a psychological problem but that’s not that bad (everybody has it! Hoho). The best part about him was he had a huge collection of books and he liked to read a lot. Well, I’m looking forward for a guy who reads books a lot. *wink*

Besides, he’s a chef, of course he could cook really really well. *double wink* There’s no doubt on that, and even in the story, he wrote his own recipes’ book!!!

Before he became a chef, he was a medical student ( go and watch it for yourself to find out why he became a chef instead of doctor! ). Hoho…I’m not promoting the drama, I’m promoting the character, in case you’re curious…

Not just that, he had a perfect abs as he liked to work out. Well, this just added more extra marks for him, haha…= =”, but I’m not really that interested in this fact.

What I like the most about him is…how he treated his victims before he KILLED them. Yeah, he’s a murderer in the story (a serial killer), but…hmmm…. I can’t help it…I really don’t like the main character because he’s just nothing, but for Jae Hee, there’re a lot of things to be considered…

He would kidnap the victims and asked them to write their life stories (actually I wanted to ask someone to do the same thing-hoho!) After that, he would read them and commented something, in case he wanted to know more, he would ask them to write more (kinda cool, right?) He did this because he wanted to steal their life.

Still, he treated his victims in a nice way too…he would cook for them and making sure they ate their food – well, when we can eat something good while knowing that we’re gonna die in a few days, I think…at least that makes us least scared and better…

I like the way he did things in a very meticulous way, I just think that if it is not because he had a weakness (he couldn’t recognize people’s face), I think that he will not get caught…I always wish that wasn’t his weakness…erm…just why…hmmm?

-loves to read, has a huge collection of books, can cook really really well, smart, brainy, does things in a very meticulous way, rich…

Hoho…suddenly I think, that’s what I’ve been looking for, hoho.

Mind me, I’m kinda crazy now, for some reasons I just wish I can be someone like that, maybe one day, wait…I’m not saying that I wanna be a murderer…well, you know what I mean.

Alright, let’s just keep calm and fall in love with Kwon Jae Hee from Sensory Couple : The Girl Who Can See Smells *triple wink*

Welcome To KMTK !

Welcome to KMTK !!!

KMTK = Kolej Matrikulasi Teknikal Kedah

HMMM…dipendekkan cerita, sem 1 aku di kmtk sudah pun tamat, jadi aku terpanggil untuk menulis apa yang ada kat sini ha, I mean, di kmtk ni…sebab aku ingat lagi dulu, time aku google fasal kmtk ni, aku tak jumpa mana2 blog yang benar2 tulis fasal kmtk, kebanyakkan tulis fasal matrik lain.

Well, aku tahu kmtk ni tak famous, sebelum aku masuk sini, aku pun tak pernah dengar = =”

Huhu.

Ada sekolah, jiran sekolah aku, cikgu2nya tak galakkan pelajar masuk kmtk.

Hmm.

But, jangan risau, itu kisah lama. Ramai tak tahu, pelajar kmtk kebanyakkannya, boleh fly ke oversea terus. Ha, waktu dulu, sebenarnya pelajar lepasan kmtk tak diterima even nak ke local uni pun tak lepas, tapi, lecturers dah negotiate dan banyak discussion dah dibuat…and hasilnya, Alhamdulillah…

Lepas kmtk, nak ke UM, UTM or U mana yang famous pun boleh, asal pointer tinggi semua jalan. 

Huhu.

***update : Diri aku boleh kot jadi bahan bukti yang lepasan matrik teknikal boleh sambung degree di oversea. Aku dapat tawaran oversea, tapi aku tak jadi pergi, boleh click oversea kalau nak tahu lebih2 sal hal tu. Ha, dan aku sekarang sambung degree dekat UTM, Skudai.

Oh, wait, not that kinda story, ni aku baru habis sem 1, jadi story camtu, aku simpan nanti la, sekarang aku nak cakap fasal...

PERKARA YANG PERLU ANDA TAHU SEBELUM BELAJAR DI KMTK :

Ha, sebenarnya aku harap orang beritahu aku semua benda ni, sebelum aku daftar.

1.      Majority pelajar adalah lepasan sekolah teknik

2.      Sebab KMTK ni di Kedah, pelajar Kedah pun banyak.

3.      Bilangan pelajar hanya 1 per 10 daripada matrik induk…200 lebih total up lelaki dan perempuan. No seniors or juniors. Hanya bebudak 18 tahun. = =

4.      Bilangan pelajar lelaki lagi ramai.

5.      Pelajar boleh pilih 3 aliran kejuruteraan ( civil, mechanical, electric )

6.      Majority pelajar, cita2nya nak jadi Engineer, tak pun arkitek, or lecturer – kecuali aku.

7.      Pelajar, kebanyakkannya kacak and cantik. Haha. Beauty is in the eye of beholder.

8.      Belajar hanya 4 subjek untuk pointer ( Physics, Chemistry, Mathematics and Engineering ), formula pengiraan untuk semua subjek, kena hafal – tak diberi macam time SPM !

9.      Subjek tambahan ( SR – aku masih tak tahu SR ni singkatan untuk apa, tak silap aku sukan rekreasi…huhu, lepas tu Kemahiran Dinamika, Pendidikan Islam/ Moral, English for MUET )

10.   Muet diwajibkan ambil pada bulan November, tapi subjek English tak ditekankan, tak tahulah kenapa…walhal, majority pelajar tak pandai English pun, I mean, English diorang kebanyakkannya C in SPM !

11.   Jawatan-jawatan senang nak dapat sebab saingan tak banyak, nak pegang banyak mana pun boleh, asalkan amanah – tak fasal2 nanti dapat dosa kalau tak amanah.

12.   Jawatan yang ada : JPP, PRD, RCC, Sport Skuad, AJK Surau, SRN, ha, pilih je lah nak apa!

13.   Wait, point penting…pelajar kat sini banyak kaya2, so,makanan mahal sikit and harga tak berapa nak tetap = =”, pepandai la bajet duit kau.

14.   Elaun dapat RM250 sebulan pada atau sebelum 10 haribulan setiap bulan

15.   Duit boleh ambil di kiosk, melalui agen bank BSN, tapi, duit selalu habis…jadi, sila bawa duit banyak2 sikit.

16.   Buku rujukan tak guna pun, jadi tak payah beli, nanti membazir, macam aku. Huhu. Kalau nak guna pinjam di library, free ja.

17.   Laptop perlu bawa, kalau boleh install AutoCAD siap2 sebab sem 1 kena guna. Tak nak bawa, pinjam kawan, kawan kedekut boleh pergi makmal AutoCAD, tak sempat nak pergi, pepandai lah ko.

18.   Alatan Lukisan Kejuruteraan perlu dibawa (akan digunakan selapas Ujian Pertengahan Semester)

19.   Kelas tutorial, kuliah dan praktikum berlangsung dari hari Ahad, sampai Khamis, jam 8.00 pagi hingga 4.00 petang.

20.   Setiap Isnin, ada ‘morning talk’, macam perhimpunan time sekolah dulu, setengah jam jee..= =”, sebelah malam pula, ada ‘KMTK ku sayang’, perhimpunan kolej kediaman. = =”

21.   Semua wajib menginap di kolej kediaman, suka tak suka…tak boleh berulang.

22.   Kolej kediaman ada dua blok je, Srikandi(for girls) and Satria (for boys), maklum pelajar sikit…tu yang dua blok je…jarak ke kelas pun, dekat ja.

23.   Dorm untuk Srikandi, katil single, satu dorm 6 orang. Kipas setiap dorm ada dua ja kipas syiling. Boleh bawa kipas sendiri kalau nak.

24.   Baju, basuh sendiri or guna mesin ( tapi kena sediakan duit syiling – RM 2)

25.   Kebanyakkan pelajar disini, SPM dapat 5A, tapi tak perlu risau, matrik and SPM, result tu terletak pada nasib dan usaha.

26.   Ramai pelajar berpuak- puak because berasal dari sekolah yang sama – lumrah hidup. Jangan amalkan. Oh, sila pilih kawan anda baik2, salah pilih, anda takkan bahagia setahun di sini.

27.   Bilangan kucing, sangat banyak…makhluk halus lain seperti lalat dan nyamuk juga banyak. Sila bawa penyembur lada. Huhu

28.   Setahun sahaja belajar dekat sini, suka tak suka, stay ajalah.

29.   Kawan anda di minggu pertama daftar, selalunya bukan kawan yang kekal. Alert : banyak fakers pada minggu pertama. Sila jadi diri anda yang sebenar, I hate fakers!! = =”

30.   Fenomena freshman 15, memang berlaku pada aku. Huhu. Tapi, pelajar lain, semakin kurus, sebab stress and struggle… aku je… = =” but not that much la berat aku naik pun. Hoho.

31.   Nota kuliah kena print sendiri kecuali Physics and Mathematics. (sebab lecturers bagi buku berbayar)

32.   Wifi ada, tapi line macam kura-kura sikit. Eh, banyak. = =”

33.   Panggilan time zaman sekolah dah bertukar, maksud aku :
Sekolah = Kolej
Pengetua = Pengarah
Warden = Felo
Cikgu= Lecturer.
Semua orang yang umurnya lebih tua dari anda, perlu disapa dengan kata hormat TUAN atau PUAN tidak kira yang tua atau muda, kahwin atau belum. Huhu.
ada lagi rasanya, aku tak ingat…= =”

Okay, cukup dah rasanya, kalau ada lagi, nanti aku tambahlah yer. Okay, nanti aku cerita lagi benda lain, terlalu banyak nak cakap ni hah. Hmm, sebenarnya kan, hmm…entahlah. Bye!

Oh ya, berikut merupakan buku rujukan aku, yang aku dah dermakan kepada Perpustakaan Hamzah Fansuri KMTK.
Huhu, nampak ada tulis EM tu, buku aku lah tu.
Btw, cayalah cakap aku better pi pinjam buku kat library daripada beli, bukan sempat rujuk pun. Buku aku, orang lain yang rujuk...aku tak. = - =
Nak tengok KMTK ? Click here .
Tapi, sikit je lah gambar yang aku published. Hoho.

Layakkah Aku Untuk Kecewa ?

tengok tajuk tu, hmm...tau tak apa ? Aku nak berdrama sikit sebab tu aku nak tulis dalam Malay kali ni.

Hari ni, hari penting untuk hampir semua lepasan SPM 2014 sebab result UPU keluar hari ni. Aku lah salah seorangnya tu. Jadi, aku pun semak la result aku, and, I was like :

Reason ? Ha, sebab tulis camni result aku :

Tahniah blablabla anda ditawarkan blabla di blabla

Erkk ? Blablabla tu apa ? Hmmm...aku dapat TESL, di mana tu, aku tak nak la cakap. Tapi, ni bukan yang aku nak !!! Aku memang tiba tiba rasa benci gila, napa aku asyik dapat TESL, haisshhhh. Hmm, hari tu, memang la aku mohon, aku sebenarnya tak nak letak pun, tapi dah tak boleh kosongkan ruangan, aku letak ajelah suka hati aku....urghhh!!!

Nasib baik, aku dah dapat matrik, hmm...kesimpulannya, aku nak pi matrik !!!

Plan A : Dapat upu (bidang yang aku nak  : asasi seni bina) sambung degree, jadi arkitek.

Hmm...plan A aku dah tak boleh diteruskan...Hancusss....urghhhh!!! urghhh!!!

so, plan B aku ?

Plan B : Dapat matrik, pi matrik...sambung degree di oversea, jadi arkitek.

huhu. Aku masih ada harapan, aku letak harapan aku di situ. Aku percaya pada diri aku. Sungguh.

" If 'Plan A' didn't work. The alphabet has 25  more letters ! Stay cool. "

Hmm...aku bukan nak kata apa sangat, aku cuma harap, junior junior yang nak pilih upu, lepas SPM nanti, pilihlah yang terbaik, ada rezki kau akan dapat yang kau nak, tak da rezki (macam aku), tak pa, ada banyak lagi rezki di tempat lain. Aku tak nak kesal apa pun, but...

Aku rasa aku rugi duit RM 15 ++, sebab terpaksa beli no pin upu tu...pastu dah dapat, dapat pulak yang aku tak nak, so aku tak pi, and rugi kan duit beli no pin tu....kalau tidak,leh aku beli Chicken Chop ke, kenyang juga perut. Ha, tak pun, mesti aku dah boleh beli novel "FOUR" tu, sebab duit aku sekarang tak cukup lagi RM10 je pun...terpaksa aku tunggu duit poket bulan depan. Urghhh!!!

*walaupun tu duit daddy aku, tapi...hehe, duit tu dilaburkan untuk upu aku, rugi rugi...ish, ish, ish

Hmm...time isi upu tu, tengok syarat, macam lepas...macam okay.Hmm, bukan aku nak kata dekat sesiapa, tapi, aku tak faham sistem tu macam mana. Ada kawan lama aku, result dia, lagi lower dari aku, tapi, dia dapat yang aku nak tu...aku yang tak dapat. Urghh!! Nak kata tengok markah koko, hmm...aku tinggi lagi. Tapi, tu lah kan, rezki dia...Tahniahhh!!

Bila kawan kawan aku dapat apa yang aku nak, aku sedih jeles, kecewa, semua ada...tapi, di satu sisi lain, aku bangga...bangga ada kawan yang berjaya!

Aku, ada juga terfikir, tapi aku rasa, nanti rugi balik. Alang-alang dah dapat matrik tu, baik pergi je. Lagipun, lepasan matrik memang didahulukan untuk degree nanti ( tu pun tengok pointer and MUET)

Hmmmm

Lepas semak result upu tadi, aku menangis banyak betul, lama pulak, dalam 30 minutes, maybe ? Tapi, rasa rugi la pulak, air mata tu...jatuh, jatuh dalam kategori sia sia, sebab tak da apa yang berubah pun lepas nangis tadi. Haha.

Hmm, banyak yang tanya aku, napa aku tak nak TESL, dah tak nak, napa dulu aku letak dalam pilihan UPU aku ?

Hmm, aku tak nak letak, tapi terpaksa sebab aku tak boleh kosongkan sistem. And people around me, masa tu banyak yang cakap aku ni sesuai untuk TESL tu. Aku pun, letak ajelah (dengan harapan aku akan dapat yang aku nak, bukan yang TESL ni, tapi, aku tak da rezki)

Hmm, alasan lain...

salah satu sebab aku tak nak ambil ialah, sebab banyak orang suggest yang ni...and aku, bukan tak nak dengar cakap orang, cuma...aku rasa macam ni bukan yang aku nak...aku tak nak

another alasan : Zayn tinggalkan 1D

What ??? Ha, kalau kau tak minat 1D (macam aku minat), kau tak akan pernah faham hal ni - bila sebut English Teacher...peminat 1D tahu...tahu siapa dia...Zayn lah! Jadi, aku malas la nak ingat balik...nak nangis aku...haishh, tak boleh, tak boleh

Lagi, alasan aku...hmm, ada dua alasan lagi, tapi aku nak rahsiakan.

Kesimpulan, aku pi matrik and tak sabar nak mulakan pengajian aku 24 Mei ni. Yahooo!!

However, aku perlu tinggal di asrama

hmm, and aku tak tahu nak berlatih macam mana. Kalau boleh aku tak nak bergantung kat sesiapa, aku nak stand on my own feet! Tapi, tu lah...aku ni, tak suka sangat asrama because...CROWDED. Dan aku, tak boleh bayangkan, aku, tak nak bayangkan pun. Haa.

aku study sini nanti, tak sabar...

Layakkah aku untuk kecewa ? Perlukah aku untuk kecewa ? Hmm, jawapannya aku je yang tahu. Haha. Tak payah la aku nak bagi tahu, this is bout me...tak penting pun.

But then, until this moment, I can't believe it, tak percaya....plan A aku rosak, hmm, betul lah apa yang orang cakap, "manusia hanya mampu merancang"

Hmm, I hope I'll be a better person in the future and I hope I can achieve all the things that I want and wish for.

" Don't judge my choices without understanding my reasons "

THE END

Throwback : Chapter 3 2015

" An apple a day will keep anyone away, if thrown hard enough "

Ekhem...if you ask me what I hate the most in life, I think it will be THROWBACK. I hate getting flashbacks from things I don't want to remember. Hmm...but then, why am I here writing about this which sounds really like THROWBACK...? hmmm. Yeah, well, they are about things I don't want to remember but, I need to remember...

I say I don't want to remember but that doesn't mean I won't...well...

Chapter 3, 2015. It's March 2015.

So many things happened and I'm being honest here if I say March 2015 was the toughest month ever! Like ever! You know that when you never know about things too much in one month but then suddenly you know too many things and things seemed like getting harder days by days, how can you stay silent and keep pretending like it will be okay, it will be alright.

3rd March :

I got my SPM's results. I got 4A+, 2A, 1A-, 2B+, 1B, 2C+. I cried for the first time in March 2015 because I never expected for that kinda results and I know exactly how many people I just let them down because of that. Hmm..but no, it's not about anybody else. About me, only me...I'm the one who hurts the most (until now) because of that results.

Hmm...anyway, if I still can't accept that, I'm mean in some kinda of ways, so I think the best thing that I can do now is to just accept the results with open heart.

( Huhu, sapa suruh aku dok berangan lebih nak dapat banyak A's....hmm...I'm so sad)

I think the moral here is not to expect anything when it's not so sure...but how can I ever not expect anything when I'm only a human...

sobb...sobb...

Rezki orang lain2...hanya orang yang tahu erti syukur je tahu menghargai segala2 yg terjadi

16th March :

It's someone's birthday. I'll remember what he said on that day, for some reasons, I want to remember them.

23rd March :

I know this is a nothing to do with me. But then, Lee Min Ho and Suzy caught to be dating...what??!! Actually, I'm not his fan anymore but you know, when you cared about someone since 2009 until 2014, so when this news came out in 2015...of course, it would still be something like big issue to you, right ? hmm...not you, I mean...me. Yeah, to me, it's kinda really big. But then I don't care anymore, because the next day, was harder.

24th March :

I couldn't believe after reading something about 1D. I had a bad feeling for it.

25th March :

Zayn left One Direction. ...???!!!!! It's hard for me to chew it. I really couldn't bear it. So bad that I cried like it's something that worth to cry for. You know that when you really into a band that for some reasons made you feel better all this time, then suddenly one member left....it's hard. Really really hard.

When the only thing you want to do at night is just sleep...but your brain can't shut down and makes you can't fall asleep but just cry and cry with hope it will be alright...

Before this, I thought that 3rd March was the hardest, but honestly this fact was harder than hardest! You know what I mean...

31st March :

" Actually, I just woke up one day and decided I didn't want to feel like that anymore, or ever again, so I changed "

I feel like I finally can accept the fact about Zayn left 1D, but then...

That song, 'I won't mind' by Zayn and Naughty Boy...urghhhh!!! I'm sick of this. Anyway, I've already listened to it, well...I have no comment and I don't want to have...I just, well...hmm...I won't mind!

p/s : In March 2015, finally, I've been called for two interviews, one for Darul Quran, and another one is IPG, but the interviews will be soon in April, I don't think I want to attend it, but then...let's see how..

When it rains, it pours...

but soon, the sun shines again.

After all, there's always a rainbow after a storm, when one door closes another opens, after death there is life, and after heartbreak there is a stronger and happier person. And that person is me. I'm stronger and happier now...

How I Scored an A+ In English ( SPM 2014 )

Hey guys!!

I got A+ for English in SPM 2014.

Aku tulis tips ni dalam Malay sebab dulu aku cari tips score paper English SPM dalam bahasa melayu tak ada padahal dulu aku mana faham sangat English...aku tak nak orang lain alami nasib yang sama dengan aku.

Mudah-mudahan apa yang aku share ni membantu kalian untuk score.

First, dengar lagu English.

You see, santai kan nak belajar English ni. Hmm...jangan kata camni pulak,

"tak minat lah lagu bi, aku orang melayu, jiwa melayu....aku dengar lagu melayu ja...",

hmmm....tahu tak apa?

dulu aku pun cakap gitu lohhh, tapi bila aku dengar ja lagu2 High School Musical time darjah berapa entah, aku dah ubah tanggapan sikit2. You see here, you can't judge anything before you really know bout that thing.

Lagu English ni pulak, banyak fasal love an, jadi nanti bila buat essay, tulis la cerita cinta,hehe... guna cerita dalam lagu tu, tak pun cedok sikit2 lirik. Lirik kan puitis, so, ayat kau pun nanti nampak cantik lah!

"tak suka la dengar lagu, laraa....suka dengar nasyid"

haha..tak payah la dengar sampai lara, dengar dan cuba tangkap apa yang dinyanyikan, 5 minit sehari pun dah cukup...and you can see the different after 10 days.

Nasyid ? hmmm....banyaklah nasyid English, you boleh dengar....

Zain Bikha, merdu suara dia...Irfan Makki ke, Maher Zain ke....as long as you listen and try tangkap apa yang dinyanyikan or you know the lyrics, dah cukuplah.

Tak payah hafal, sebab bila dengar2...automatik tersuka or terbawa2, maka kau akan ingatlah..

Second, jangan hafal any essay!

Seriously, kalau kau hafal, markah tinggi banyak mana pun, mesti kau takkan rasa best. Hmm...setakat dapat show off markah tinggi sikit dari kawan2 buat apa. Bila tak da kepuasan....bukannya kau akan improve nak jadi better. Yang ada, kau akan teruskan menulis essay yang sama jugak. Lepas tu, edit la tambah2 sikit, tapi...hmm...apa yang jadinya ? Ada orang yang buat macam ni, dia hairan kenapa markah dia tak berapa tinggi.

Tahu tak kenapa ? hmmm...sebabnya essay yang boleh dihafal tu cuma untuk section B, for section A, you can't memorise because you don't know what to expect, kecualilah kau dapat soalan bocor banyak2 and kau hafal semuaanya...tapi, buat apa nak penuhkan otak kau dengan hafal banyak2 ?
Nanti pening je...

jadi, kalau markah dah rendah di section A, section B, markah kau takkan jadi tinggi walaupun esei kau di section B tu powerrr....sebab, napa tak balance kalau kau betul2 terer kan ? jadi, orang akan tahu kau menghafal.

Jadi, hmm untuk SPM 2014, format untuk bahagian B, di ubah sikit. Dengan kata lain, susah nak expect nak hafal yang macam mana.

Kesimpulannya, you have to do it on your own no matter what!

Memang la ada kemungkinan kau boleh dapat elok kalau hafal, tapi...kau punya result nanti tak balance dengan GCE-O, ada kes dapat A kat result tapi GCE-O dia tak dapat pun 1A or at least 2A ka...yang dapat 3B or 4B or 5C or lagi bawah dari yg tu.

Memang la tak da orang tengok pun GCE-O tu, tapi yang tu membantu juga untuk kepuasan diri and untuk apply Uni luar negara.

"susahla nak buat essay sendiri, ayat tak best...tak ada idea...tak tahu nak tulis apa...susah..."

Hoishhhhh!! Aku paling tak suka orang kata camni bila aku tak bagi dia hafal. Hmm...sebabnya, kau judge ayat kau sendiri kenapa ? Napa kata tak best ? Kat mana yang tak best tu, hahh ?

Fasal idea pulak, konon bajet tak da idea tapi, bila jumpa kawan2 sembang.....huishhh...tajuknya, macam2....jadi...nampak bukan, kau cakap macam tu, kau tipu diri and otak kau saja.

Cerita mudah, jangan cakap macam tu, pegang pen, tulis je ayat semuanya....

Third, kenali grammar dengan betul.

ekhem....grammar aku pun bukan semua betul pun, but...aku guna teknik yang first tu untuk detect grammar yang salah.

You know, bila dengar lagu, lyrics macam2....ada past tense, present....semua ada...dari situ, cuba lah banding2 sikit dengan ayat2 kau dalam essay ya. Try first, and let's see if that can help.

Sebab aku try, and essays aku jarang ada salah grammar ( esei time form 5 je )

hoho...bajet2...

Keempat, elakkan rujuk buku rujukan essay (untuk curi idea/ayat) 

Macam ni, bila kau rujuk, then kawan kau pun rujuk buku yang sama, mana tau nanti ter'copy' mana2 ayat yang sama, lepas tu ?

Ha, tentulah essay kau akan jadi tak best lagi untuk dibaca. Tambah2 bila esei kawan kau yang diberi markah dulu, pemeriksa pun manusia, mesti dia rasa boring. Serious.

Aku cakap macam ni, sebab pengalaman aku memeriksa beberapa esei dari kawan2 aku yang ayat2nya lebih kurang. Kadang aku muak, tapi bila nak bagi penerangan kat diorang takkan nak kata camtu bila ayat yang diorang copy and paste tak da salah. 

Jadi, bila pemeriksa boring, and automatik bad mood sikit, mesti markah kau nanti jadi sikit.

Kesimpulan dekat sini, buat la ayat sendiri. 

Ayat sendiri, walaupun biasa2 ja, tapi tak sama dengan orang, itu dah bagus sebab beri kelainan.

Percayalah, percaya dekat diri kau and ayat2 yang kau buat.

Tetapi, aku cakap jangan rujuk, bukan bermakna buku rujukan tu tak diperlukan. Apa yang aku nak tegaskan kat sini, buku rujukan essay sangat2 berguna sebagai bahan bacaan tambahan...yup, bahan rujukan untuk copy paste memang bukanlah sebab nantikan tersama dengan orang...tapi, bahan bacaan tambahan memang amat2 berguna supaya dapat kembangkan vocabulary kau dengan lebih lagi.

Biasanya, penggunaan vocabulary dalam mana2 buku contoh karangan amat2lah luas, dan semestinya berguna kelak untuk kau menulis essay sendiri sejajar dengan peningkatan vocabulary kau bila kau banyak membaca. 

Kelima, hafal idioms.

Ahaks....yang ni best untuk dihafal...yang ni bukan kena hafal banyak2 macam kau hafal esei yang 350 perkataan tu. Pendek2 ja. Hafal yang pendek dan fahami maksud.

Nanti dalam nak buat ayat, boleh guna, serious, I jamin ni. Pastu ayat2 yang terhasil jadi lebih menarik. 

"tak tau la nak letak idioms apa, ada idea tak nak letak yang mana ?"

hehe...itu soalan yang kawan2 aku suka tanya. Jawapannya, senang aje, tak payah la fikir susah2, buat rilek dah la. Kalau tak tahu nak letak, tak payah letak. 

tak effect sangat aih markah kau,  (I think so...)

Aku alami masalah ni time jawap SPM hari tu, aku memang confuse and dapat letak sikit je. Aku tak puas hati tapi aku terus mengarang cerita fiksyen aku yang entah apa2...and...you see the result. Ok aje pun...

Keenam, tulis diary in English.

Haa...tulis je walaupun tak sure grammar ok ke tak dan tak payah pun suruh orang lain semak. Diary tu is a secret. Jadi, buat apa nak tunjuk dekat orang lain pulak.

"tak suka lah tulis diary, aku paling benci tulis diary. huh, nak tulis fasal feeling2 yang entah apa2...tak da motif"

Hey! You....!! Tak perlu cakap gitu, tak nak tulis diary, tak payah la buat. You see, banyak lagi benda lain yang you boleh tulis kan. Macam senarai homework ke, senarai drama korea yang kau nak tengok ke or makanan yang kau makan ke, or anything....janji kau tulis and make sure, tulis dalam English. Ayat ? pendek pun tak apa, contoh,

'I want to meet 5SOS, Zayn and Harry.'

esoknya pulak, tulisla benda lain pulak, contoh lagi,

'Harry Styles and Luke Hemmings are so handsome!'

hehe. Macam tu sudah la, asalkan tulis jugak, dah cukup. Kan I cakap tadi English ni, tak perlu teruk2 pun latihan dia. Sikit2 sudah...hehe.

tapi2, janji tau, tulis hari2...dan mesti fasal benda lain2. Sehari satu ayat pun akan membantu kau improve.
;-)

Ketujuh, haa...minat artis Hollywood ??

hmm...actually, yang ni tak perlu pun tak pa. Tapi kalau kau memang minat kan, contoh macam aku zaman sekolah dulu, aku minat gila dekat One Direction, jadi banyak la juga tengok interviews diorang. 

Bila minat, mesti kita akan berusaha lebih untuk nak faham apa yang diorang cakap, automatik kita akan tingkatkan skill sendiri, jadi....

hmm...sebenarnya, yang ni membantu untuk kau cakap bi or during oral test...

Lagi satu, bukan artis hollywood pun tak pa, contoh, artis korea...

kita tengok interview diorang, selalu ada terjemah bi, jadi dari situ kita belajar la juga ayat2 bi ni.

Tak pun, payah sangat, tengok drama melayu yang ada english sub....boleh aje, tapi drama melayu ni boring laa sikit. (banyak actually)...huhu

haa...kalau tak suka tips ni, sila abaikan.

Kelapan, semak esei kawan kau.

Yang ni kan, boleh tahan penting juga la. Rajin2kan baca esei yang kawan kau buat and make sure ayat kau tak sama macam dia. Simple, just like that.

Aku tekankan ayat tak sama dengan orang, sebab aku rasa benda tu agak penting, kalau ayat sama...? hmm...boring la...tak outstanding. 
;-(

Kesembilan, read English novels !!!

or newspaper or magazines or pamplet or blog or my blog (boooooo) 

read just whatever but you have to read something in English. Textbooks pun boleh, poems or lyrics lagu pun diterima. Janji kau baca la. Tak faham pun, teruskan bacaan, biar pi la, bajet2 faham pun okay, sekurang2nya ada usaha daripada cakap gini,

"tak suka la baca....tak faham pun, malas nak baca",

Haa...pastu bila tak baca terus, maka tak da usaha...bila tak da usaha, macam mana nak dapat hasil ?

Kalau tak tau camna nak start baca novel bi and nak tips baca novel bi, boleh click here 

Kesepuluh, find out when you don't know!

Kalau tak tahu maksud sesuatu perkataan, cari la dalam kamus, tak pun tanya kawan. Kadang2 rasa malas, bila malas tak payah paksa untuk cari. Trust me, kalau words tu benar2 penting nanti kau mesti akan tergerak untuk find out. Mungkin lambat sikit, tapi akhirnya, at least kau dah tahu and menambah vocabulary kau kelak.

Kalau tanya kawan,...hmm...Aku tak berapa suka kalau buat macam ni sebabnya pengalaman aku gini, aku highlight perkataan 'Daring', aku tak tahu maksudnya and malas nak cari, pastu ada la kawan aku ni, dia kata dia tahu sebab dekat malay novels pun selalu muncul, so I asked, and dia jawab

"maksud dia macam lebih kurang manja gitu lah...hahaha...apalah hang ni, kat novel yang aku baca selalu ada"

And you know what ? Maksud sebenar, lari tajuk dari yang dia cakap tu!!! Ha, asalnya aku pun terpercaya cakap dia, tapi aku tak dapat percaya bila aku tengok result dia...so I find out and tengok2...

Hmm...

Tips terakhir, tulis buku rujukan sendiri. (Sila ambik perhatian tentang tips keempat)

Haa...yang ni, aku bukannya tulis then publish or what, but ni macam buat note jugaklah sebenarnya,

hmmm....camna nak tulis ?

tak payah la kau nak tulis kemas2 or buat macam buku2 rujukan yang sedia ada, sentiasa keep in mind that only you know how to use that book.

And buku rujukan yang kau buat tu, bukan tentang grammar, but...

tentang ayat2 best or lirik lagu kesukaan kau. hehe...you see, English is fun here.

"Napa nak kena ada buku tu pulak...? haishhh..."

Ha, tak nak buat pun tak pa eh, aku bagi tips ja ni sebab yang ni aku buat.

Bagi aku, buku tu macam ruang inspirasi dan kreativiti lah, sebabnya kat dalam buku aku tulis quotes atau ayat2 novel yang aku suka. Lepas tu, aku tulis lirik, aku tulis biodata pujaan hati (haha), then aku tulis idioms yang aku suka. Ha, macam tu je.

And guess what ? Buku tu memanglah sangat membantu setiap kali takda idea, buka je, teruss ada! Ajaib...pastu idea yang mai tu pelik2 sikit, then, barulah dapat tulis story yang one of a kind.

Aku tak tahu lah kenapa, tapi kan...aku memang syorkan semua orang untuk ada buku spesies macam ni.

make sure buku tu nanti ditulis in English. Dah cukup.

*nak tengok buku aku tu ? Boleh click buku ajaib
 

p/s : aku rasa aku takkan dapat result macam ni tanpa bantuan daripada cikgu2 aku. Here, I would like to say thank you to all of my English teachers : cikgu2 sekolah rendah (especially Mrs T), cikgu2 sekolah menengah (Mrs S, Mrs L, Mrs M, Mr Z, Mr H)
Also my ustaz arab yang percaya kat English aku, and my cikgu BM....


Jap2, tetibaa terdetik nak cakap sikit fasal essay yang aku buat masa SPM hari tu, aku tak ingat apa yang aku tulis sebenarnya, tapi aku buat soalan satu : descriptive essay (describe fasal family event and how you feel bout it)
And to be honest, masa tu kali pertama aku buat essay spesies tu, sebelum ni asyik buat story je, dah masa tu yang story boleh tulis fasal fisherman je, aku pulak tak berapa tahu kehidupan fisherman macam mana, maka aku ambik risiko.
Dan aku rasa aku boleh bagi tips fasal descriptive essay jugak kot. Haha, walaupun tak tahu markah aku berapa (mengada)..haha. Jadi, macam ni, aku tulis macam diary and aku buat cerita yang merepek plus bajet2 misteri, aku tak describe sangat pun fasal family event tu, malah aku cakap fasal seminggu sebelum and selepas family event tu...masa tu aku tak tahu nak tulis fasal family event macam mana, sekali, dua kali, tiga kali...aku terasa nak buat story fasal fisherman tu je, tapi aku tak berani nak letak pen pun...masa tinggal sikit dahh...jadi aku tulis je apa yang aku nak tulis, and tak sempat baca balik, tak tahu cerita tu plot utamanya macam apa...
Jadi aku rasa boleh la kot nak tulis esei jenis tu style tu, maybe pemeriksa tengok ayat kot, tak pun storyline ke...mana lah aku tahu kan.
Or maybe I'm special case.
Abaikan tips ni,haha...

Oh, aku ni tak pandai sangat English ni, jadi aku tak tahu sangat cara yang betul.
Jadi, maaflah kalau tips yang aku kongsi ini tak membantu sangat.

Aku ada share jugak beberapa contoh essays yang aku tulis zaman sekolah :
Click here kalau nak baca essay yang aku tulis time ujian March 2014.
Click here kalau nak baca essay yang aku tulis time ujian August 2014.
Click here kalau nak baca essay yang aku tulis lebih kurang seminggu sebelum aku duduki SPM 2014.
Korang boleh nilai sendiri perkembangan vocabulary dan gaya penulisan aku... ;-)

Bye! See ya!

***UPDATE : My sister (SPM2015) got A for her English, my other sister (SPM2017) got A+ for her English, I'll ask them to write their own tips, and kalau diorang sudi tulis, nanti aku share link (tapi aku tak janji, hahah)

***Adik aku (SPM2017) dah tulis tips dia dapat straight A+, tapi islamik sikit tips2 dia sebab dia budak baik... Boleh click AJU untuk baca

In The Name Of Love Part 2

Hey guys!!

I promised it before, about my short story, and....hmmm...tadaa!!!

Sorry that you have to wait that long to read this....

Please read again Part 1,click here

I told my mom about the boys and with a certain look in her eyes, she said,

"Take it easy, honey. You don't have to care about that, if they really want you, they will do the same as your dad. Yeah, a rose a day. That will surely be the best thing in your life. I know, for some reasons, I know that will soon happen to you. Bear this in your mind, where there is great love, there are always miracles."

I nodded. Bewildered, I asked her,

"How long should I wait mom ? For a man like dad."

Mom remained speechless. There was only silence for an answer that I was all agog to know. Then, I pondered about my question,

'How mom will know ? Nobody knows. Right, only miracle can save me.'

"Hey, my name is Marcus Davenport. Can I talk to you for a second ?" ,

someone, out of nowhere asked me when I was packing my stuffs from the locker. He looked neat and smart, but, his face was unfamiliar...new student ?

"W...Who are you ? ",

I replied him after a while.

"I'm Marcus, I've told you that. Anyway, can I just go straight to the point ? ",

I nodded and he continued,

"I heard about you and your name. I just wanna know if that really your name or...",

He looked unsure whether to continue with his words or not, so, I said,

"I made it ? To avoid the boys ? No, not at all!",

I raised my voice a little louder. He seemed shocked with my answer - or it might be because my voice suddenly sounded louder. After a few minutes of silent, he said,

"Alright. So...now that I know the truth, can I be your friend ? I...please don't misunderstand, it...it just, hmm...I've tried to talk to you for a long time, but, each time I saw the other boys like being rejected by you...I...",

Promptly, he stopped talking, then, I nodded. He smiled meaningfully.

I could not hide my happiness anymore, I was on top of the world, on a cloud nine, in high spirit...yeah, well, like a strong mood of happiness anyone like me had ever felt when I heard those words coming out from his mouth. Marcus might be the first boy who wanted to know the explanation of why my name was my name. He was a far cry from the other boys, he was one of a kind! Usually, my conversations with the other boys went like...

"Hey, my name is _____and you ?",

with an awkward smile, I would say,

"I am Taken",

then I would get a reply,

"ah..."

and that was the end.

However, for Marcus even when this was not a-rose-a-day thing, it was more than enough.

I was happy to know someone like him and had a name like my name.

What is my name ? I am Taken.

Yeah, I am taken by Marcus.

.......THE END......

Hmm....this is my short message for my teacher when I asked him to mark this essay, I would like to share it :

" Dear sir,

This story actually need more than 4 pages when I first wrote it. Then, I wrote it again - in a short way - and my ideas...urgghhhh - you know when we make the same story twice in a different way, it will never be the same, right ?

I hope you get the main idea of this - that will be enough and...do give me a few tips to make it more interesting. "

Inspired by : Button badge : I am____

Original idea, by : Me

My teacher gave me almost perfect score, I was glad that he gave me marks that I never thought I deserved. My English might be broken, but, trust me, I'm gonna work harder after this.

To all my friends, thank you.

Thank you that you guys put your trust in me and let me check your essays even when I'm not that good. And I think I will not work that hard if you guys don't do such things. Hehe. I'll work hard, so that I can help and share it with you guys.