I can't believe that I've been liking and stanning him since he was a teenager
Urghh look at him now.
A man.
Back when I used to like One Direction, Zayn was my most favorite member. He caught my attention first and yeah, he influenced my life, a little bit more than the others.
He is the reason why I started to really learn English.
During his 1D days, he said that he wanted to be an English teacher (if he's not a singer)
and by that, he made me want to really learn that language
Because I wanted to know why, why he likes the language
And yes, of course, that time, I wanted to be an English teacher too (yes, I don't have ambitions, I look up to Zayn, and I can't be a singer...that's why English teacher is my best option at that time)
I learn English so hard because of him, and I fell in love with the language
And I learn to love all those big words, and yes I was thinking that I could do it forever
I also felt like among 1D's members, Zayn was a lot like me
I mean, we're both a Capricorn, like making arts and drawing, good at English (lol, I know that I am not that good but at least, I used to be the only person at my school to ever get an A+, pfff), Asian, good-looking (hahhahhaha, I know I'm not but whatever)
When I first found out that Zayn also likes drawing and good at it, I was so happy, I work so damn hard on making my drawings even better every day
Every single time, when I was about to give up, I always look up to him again, and I found the reason why I started it.
To be honest, he influenced me, motivated me, he's one of the biggest parts in my life
Nobody ever really knows this
But Zayn,
Zayn always will remain special in my life
You have no idea about that.
Of course, when Zayn left 1D, I cried so hard, I felt like all my hard works were turning into dust.
I couldn't and I didn't want to continue my study in arts or English major because of that.
It's just that, that time, I hurt so so much. It felt like the biggest part of me crushed, broken and couldn't be mended.
I tried to understand him at that time, but I hurt so bad that I couldn't do it.
That's how I ended up in engineering even when I did so bad in SPM in physics, chemistry and add maths. Thanks Zayn, you made me face things that I thought I couldn't.
(because I used to hate all those subjects at school and hate them so so much)
Thanks Zayn for everything.
For sure, you've changed my life just by being you
By sharing what you like, your arts, your music and all that...
Now that you're 26, I hope you'll be back touring soon
I know you also miss to be back on stage,
It has been 3 years,
I know you're struggling, I also know you're trying so hard
No matter how many more time you need, I'll wait.
I'll wait for your tours. I'll attend them for sure.
Happy birthday my king!
Happy birthday ZAYN
Thanks for Icarus Falls last month,
I like it a lot
No, I love it. So so so so so much,
I hope to see you sing all of the songs in that album live.
Also, thanks for making my 2018 a little bit better
From Zoems to Icarus Falls, I learn a lot of new vocab, and I can't thank you enough for that,
That even when I'm studying an engineering course, my love for English will never fade because of you.
#Zquad
#streamIcarusFallsforbetterlife
p/s : Zayn dropped Icarus Falls when I was about to sit for my final for semester 5, I streamed Icarus Falls every single day and even studying while listening to that album, guess what, today, I got my result for final, and it's better than last sem. I improved a lot even when I spent my days in semester 5 by watching concerts every day. Hehehe. Not here to brag, I'm no genius, and I'm not taking an easy course, naval architecture & offshore engineering is not an easy course, but heyyy #streamIcarusFallsforbettergrades
p/s : Ajue, please take note. Hahahahahahahah.
#streamIcarusFallstocelebratetoday
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