19 days BEFORE

Hello.

I feel like I can keep writing every single day till no more days left. Lol.

I don't even write about hard thing or something that needs a lot of researches, so see how easy this is...

So, today is #1YearOfIcarusFalls
Do you know about this album? If you don't, then bye! I don't want you here ever!
I can't believe that I live in a world where some people have no idea about Icarus Falls...

Goddddd.

Icarus Falls is a masterpiece by ZAYN that was released on 14th December 2018. It is so beautiful, and I can't even explain in words how beautiful it is.
To tell you the truth, since it came out, I never fail to listen to it every single day. Yeah... It's been 365 days, and I still want to listen to that album every day. I don't know why, but it just feels very right to do that.

I really hope it gets recognition that it deserves.
Zayn didn't do any promotion for this album, and well I feel bad for him...
His management did him real dirty. Urghh.

I still remember before this album was released, ZAYN was giving a lot of hints that involved red colour, green colour and yellow colour... Also a lot of roses.

He even tattooed a rose on his head...

But boom! Suddenly, this album came (felt rush) and personally, I don't think it's what Zayn really planned to release...
It felt so rush as the announcement was very last minute... And during the first week, there's no physical copies in a lot of shops yet...
So, see what I'm trying to say here.

But that doesn't mean it's a bad album or whatever, it's so so so great.
In my list, it's definitely my no 2,my top 2,the first one is BN by Troye Sivan... But heyyy, I've listened to a lot of albums, and it being no 2 speaks a lot.
And yeah, I still haven't stopped listening to it every single day... So yeahh

Imagine 27 songs, and no skip... Urghh so perfectly written (pfff... I usually skipped Sour Diesel before this, but yeahh I don't anymore)

Oh yeah, back to me.
I hate myself now because I can't even focus or do the right thing.
I feel like the vibes ain't there and I kinda want to end this faster.
But I guess I have to push myself more and just keep reminding myself that it won't be that long... Push myself hard only for few more days, then, I can rest forever after that, right?

Okay, bye...